Sandy


It’s hard to avoid sentimentality on the evening before putting down a beloved dog. Something there is that wants to explain, but all of us who’ve ever owned such a pet know what it’s like, which doesn’t bear repeating.

Sandy at this moment has no idea that she’s within her last 24 hours of life and, ironically, seems happy enough, having lain outside for most of the day because it’s cool, quite good dog weather. Nor does her friend, our other Belgian terrier Danny, understand he’s about to lose his best friend, and even if he could understand, he’d hardly comprehend why. Tomorrow at 1:15 pm we’ll walk Sandy the three blocks to the neighborhood vet and there say goodbye. Amazing, we don’t think she’ll be unable to walk the three blocks if we take our time, although she might have some pain in her hind quarters.  Her back legs hardly work at all anymore, and she suffers when she tries to get up and cannot, legs splayed out under or behind her. It’s something no pet owner ever wants to see.

Danny will probably be jealous that Sandy’s getting a walk and he’s not. The three of us – Laurie, our daughter Jean, and I – will come back without her, sad of course, and Danny will think that Sandy’s just coming later; then, over a period of days, Danny will adjust to Sandy not being around (we hope), and soon he may recall her only in his dreams. Would that her owners be able to adjust as readily.

About brucejberger

Bruce J. Berger's three interlinked novels have been published by Black Rose Writing: The Flight of the Veil (Oct. 2020), The Music Stalker (Oct. 2021), and To See God (March 2023). Together, they constitute the "Forgiveness and Faith" trilogy!. Among other awards, The Flight of the Veil won a Bronze Illumination Award in General Fiction! About To See God: "'Are we not living proof of God’s story?' To See God certainly is. It is highly recommended for spiritual readers—especially those who familiar with the prior books in the trilogy, who will find this concluding volume thought-provoking, essential reading." –Midwest Book Review In To See God, Sister Theodora, a devout Greek Orthodox nun who was born Jewish and saved from the Holocaust by the Virgin Mary, has a vision from God telling her that her Black seven-year-old grandnephew in America is the Second Coming of Jesus. Theodora must travel to America, convinced she has a Divine mission to help young Jackie Covo-being raised in an Orthodox Jewish family-recognize who he really is.
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1 Response to Sandy

  1. Galina says:

    This is incredibly sad. We have a dog, which of course I love. But he is our first and only years after getting him, I realized that with life we bought death as well.

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